Thursday, 7 June 2012


So finally after my 3rd boob (as I call it) it finally going....  YAY!!!  After having a drain put in Monday week ago, then having it removed Thursday as it was super painful and making me nauseated.  That then left me with a hole under my arm which slowly leaked.  It was gross!  Now the hole has sealed up , the pain is fading and all that is left is a ball of scar tissue.

Today Tonight came out and did an interview with me about my complications and illness of my ruptured implants and with regard to the company not giving two hoots about the fact their product has done this to me.

Friday, I got my new tattoo I have been wanting for a long time.  All my tattoos have a meaning behind them.  This one resembles the rosary beads that my mum hung in my room from the day I was born as a protection from evil spirits. I may only go to church on special events but I still have a belief.

Sadly yesterday my Great Grandmother passed away in her sleep during the night.  It is a very rare way to pass away these days.  She had no cancer or diseases.  She was just 96 years old and it was her time to join the love of her life "Sal" Great Pop and her daughter Beverly.  Old Nan showed me that marriage is for life and true love never dies.  My great pop passed away 57years ago and she raised 4 boys out in the country by herself.  She had a friend who once tried to hold her hand and she slapped him and yelled at him "how dare you disrespect my marriage to Sal".  It took 2 years for her to talk to him again.

Lastly, last night was weigh in for the 12 week Body Morph.  So I am 1.5 weeks in and 3.8kg down.  Another 6kg to go to reach my goal weight.  Fingers Crossed!!!  I have also lost a fair few centimeters in measurements.

Sunday, 27 May 2012

2012....... Beauty Fades

So I have decided that I really need to be more proactive in keeping up with this blog as  it is basically my online diary........

To bring it all up to date;

December 2011, I went for a standard breast screen and to which they found out I had a ruptured implant on the left side which had leaked silicone into my lymph nodes.  This was devastating to me as I had no idea what this toxic substance was going to do to my health.  23rd December I had my implants removed. This made it that I could not lift my son or actually do much for his first christmas.  This devastated me.

So after the removal, I am finding it hard to deal with not having my D breasts and now I am a B again.  This I am still finding it hard to deal with but it's slowly getting better.

The next step is getting investigated to have the lymph nodes removed as they were causing me such pain.  Finally, after many appointments my surgery came in May.  7 abnormal lymph nodes removed in a day procedure.  Now I have a massive Seroma (pocket of fluid) building up under my arm.  This is extremely painful.  It has been aspirated 3 times and I had a temporary drain inserted but it fell out. :(

Now on to the better things that have happened.....  My lil man turned one and we had a fabulous celebration.  A pirate themed party, which I made the cake.  I impressed myself.

My partner and I start a 12 week Body Morph challenge tomorrow so I will be keeping track of that on here also.  Here is my start photo

Well I am going to sign off for now.  


Sunday, 6 November 2011

It's been a lil while....

Well it has been a little while since I have been on here.  Such alot has happened....  I have moved near my parents (aka "The Ghetto"), my weight loss has hit a plateau which is frustrating, I have started a new job also.  Then there is JSK.  He is crawling, cut his first tooth, on solids and being an energetic bundle of happiness.

Now where to start......???

The Move.  I am super happy about the move.  Funny enough it feels quite relaxing here as it's my old stomping grounds during  high school.  This moved has brought quite a few old friends into my life.  It has been great seeing them again.

The Plateau.  Well this weight loss hasn't been happening fast at all.  I have been on a plateau for about a month now.  I am joining the gym this week and I am setting up a mini workout area in my garage.  I will trim and tone by Summer.  I though have realised I am never going to be a size 6-8 again so I cleaned out my wardrobe to save the depression of seeing my beautiful tiny clothes.

The Job.  I am back at an old work place working casual in a super easy role.  I love it.  I work 2 mornings a week.  BLISS!

Well I am off for now.


PS: I am back :)

Friday, 15 July 2011

Blue eyes

My lil man is developing gorgeous blue eyes more sand more each day.  I hope they turn out like his daddy's.

A catch up of the past few crazy days!

Well to start with I got my red brighter and brought back the bang! PS: I am inlove my my Dior Bollywood Pink lippy with Chanel Gloss on top!

So after bringing the Ranga Bang back I had to play mean mumma and take the rascal for his needles.  He hated it sooooo much, as any person does.  So to make it up to him I thought I would buy him a walker.  After going to 8 shops to find the perfect one I ended up having to get my sweetness to stop at the original shop and buy it for the rascal. I should have just bought the first one I saw and loved for him. OPSIE!!!  So I have been working on the loosing the extra weight and trying to get re-train my stomach muscles with a killer Post-Pregnancy DVD, walking and Leg Magic.

So here is a photo of the loose skin stretched stomach that I am working on.

This is the killer DVD that has made me super sore today!  WOW what a workout!

Fingers crossed the workouts and diet show results soon!

So for now Happy Friday MWAH

Tuesday, 12 July 2011

A B C of ME

A. Age: 30
B. Bed size: Queen but we seriously need a King
C. Chore you hate: FOLDING WASHING!
E. Essential start to your day: Coffee an Jorge cuddle
F. Favourite colour: Yellow
G. Gold or Silver: White or Rose Gold
H. Height: 175cm
I. Instruments: Never played one but I love the Sax-a-ma-phone
J. Job title: Medical Team Leader and Mother
K. Kids: YESH 4mths
L. Live: Brisbane Baby
M. Mum’s name: Mum :p
N. Nicknames: Bexii, B, Becky
O. Overnight hospital stays: Too many
P. Pet peeve: People who don't use manners
Q. Quote from a movie: Cinderfuckinrella!
R. Right or left handed: Right but wear watch and eat like a lefty
S. Siblings: negative 
T. Time you wake up: 6am-7am
U. Underwear: I love Victorias Secret
V. Vegetables you dislike: raw onion
W. What makes you run late: Bubba or i have lost my keys
X.  X-Rays you’ve had: Almost all but arms
Y. Yummy food you make: Risotto and muffins (when I have a proper oven)
Z. Zoo: LOVE

I thought I would share a quick snap of the glorious morning for my 3km walk to the grocery store